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Voices of Colchester County
By Robert Boake,
CALA/CCN Project Coordinator CALA’s mission is to help
adults who want to develop skills for lifelong learning so they can enrich
their lives at home, in the workplace, and in the community. When the
Coastal Communities Network approached Mark Mason, CALA’s Coordinator,
about a partnering project with CALA students, he jumped at the opportunity.
He felt that writing articles for this magazine would give the students
a chance to express their feelings about a number of things affecting
them and their communities. When adult learners take part in a project
like this, it’s a great boost to their self-esteem. I encourage other
adult-learning organizations around the province to get involved in similar
projects Robert
Boake, who now lives in Brentwood, Colchester County, is graduating this
June with a Nova Scotia High School Diploma for Adults. He plans to attend
the Nova Scotia Community College in Truro this fall to further his career
in life-long learning. The
Gift of Knowing
By Jacqueline Russell, There were many things that prevented me from finishing high school as a teenager. I moved from an isolated community in Québec to Pictou County, where I entered a whole new world that was both foreign and scary to me. I talked different than the other kids. I had attended a school for about 40 students, but upon moving I began attending a school for more than 2,000. I kept getting lost. The teachers would ask me questions, but since they had difficulty understanding me, they soon stopped asking. I had some unpleasant experiences with teachers at that time. One teacher became frustrated with my accent and finally said, “I can’t understand you.” I stopped answering questions, determined to learn to talk like my peers. I remember a couple other incidents during that time. One was in Grade-Eight science class, where we had to collect, label, and display insects for a project. I have a phobia about insects, and when I asked if I could submit something else for the project, one of the kids asked, “What’s wrong? Are you scared [of the insects]?” I didn’t answer, and he began to throw some of the insects he had collected at me, tearing off the legs and throwing them. Some of the others joined in. I remember the teacher laughing. One student began putting bugs down my shirt, and I remember standing on my chair screaming. Finally, the teacher said, “Okay, kids. Settle down.” After that, I’d meet kids in the hallway and they would jump at me, pretending to throw bugs. I remember being so afraid that they might actually have bugs and would do it again. There was another incident with my math teacher. He liked to tell jokes, and one day during class he asked me a question and I gave him a wrong answer. He grinned, and said, “When were you born? You should have been a twin.” I asked, “Why is that?” He replied, “Because no one person could be as stupid as you are.” That reminded me of being told by another teacher that when I grow up, I should be a comedian, because I was too stupid to be anything else. It was during this period that I developed an eating disorder. I’ve struggled with anorexia nervosa ever since then, but nobody noticed at first. Not my parents, not my teachers, not my friends. Nobody questioned why I slept through classes. Nobody noticed that I didn’t eat for eighteen or twenty hours at a stretch. No questions were ever asked, and I never offered any answers. Why should I? Who really cared? I left home shortly after turning seventeen. I got married and had a family – the two best decisions of my life. For a while, my eating disorder would be under control. If anyone questioned me, I could offer lots of reasons why my weight was down. Two years ago, I hit an all-time low, and finally entered treatment. I went there loaded with a lot of baggage, and one of the critical things was my perception of myself. I honestly thought I was brain-damaged. When a person gets told something for most of their life, it gets really difficult to question it. After all, when you’re a child, aren’t adults always right? That’s what I was taught. Part of my therapy was addressing my preconceived notions. Am I intellectually challenged? One way to find out was to go back to school. This was something I’d wanted to do for years, but I have four children, and I didn’t know of any adult learning opportunities in my area. Part way through my therapy, I picked up the local paper and read about an Adult Learning Program (ALP), being offered in my area. I was so excited that I called immediately and asked to sign up. But I was also afraid because I felt that by going back to school I might prove that I was stupid. I feared making a complete fool of myself. Sure, I could change diapers and clean house, but did I have what it takes to make a passing mark in school? I wasn’t so sure. After meeting with my social worker and one of the two ALP teachers, I decided to give it a try. I had been in critical condition during the summer of 2002, but I entered the ALP in early October. The support I got from my social worker and the teachers was tremendous. When I had to take a month off because I was too weak to attend classes, I got weekly phone calls and e-mails. I kept expecting to hear that I was just taking up space and that I wasn’t making the grade. Then, when my marks started coming back, I had to struggle with my perfectionist thinking. If I made 80 percent, I told myself I had missed 20 percent of the knowledge, and that I was a failure. But the ALP staff were so very supportive of me. I’ve been in the ALP for three months now, and it’s been the best possible medicine toward my recovery. I had stopped doing my math assignments after only two weeks in October, thinking I’d best tackle some easier subjects first. Then, one day in January of 2003, I had a triumphant moment. (I’m sure many people won’t know what I mean here, but I know that the ALP staff certainly will.) I’d stopped my math because I’d felt such a sense of failure. I wasn’t able to get the concepts being taught, and I felt so stupid. I remember driving home crying, thinking I had just proven that the voices from my past were correct: I’m stupid. On that January day, I picked up my math book for the first time since October. My math teacher sat with me for about five minutes, giving me examples of each of the mathematical concepts. She then left to help another student, and I was left to try it on my own. When the teacher came back, I’d done one page, and they were all correct! Suddenly, what had been impossible was now easy. Why was this such a momentous occasion for me? Because people can tell you what they think you can do, but when you actually do it, and do it well, you’ve been given a great gift – the gift of knowing that you can do it, that maybe you really are somebody, and you’re not just taking up space.
Water: A Resource in Crisis By Sheila Hunt, I
think we can consider water a resource in crisis in the world today. Maybe
not so much in Canada, but in other countries around the world. In many
countries, people are in desperate need of water. There isn’t enough water
for the everyday essentials and much of it isn’t safe to drink. People
become very sick from drinking contaminated water. A lot of time is spent
collecting water, leaving less time for people to be productive in society.
This causes hardship and stress on families. People tend to be more
concerned about quantity than quality, and when there isn’t enough safe
water they drink and bathe usong water that has become contaminated.
Officials more concerned about quantity than quality often add chemicals
that create microbes, which can cause cancer and other diseases in humans. I
think these chemicals added to our drinking water will have a more negative
effect than if we simply drank naturally occurring groundwater. Every twenty years, global consumption of water doubles, and this is
more than twice the rate of population growth. According to the United
Nations, more than one billion people already lack access to fresh drinking
water. Governments are signing away control over domestic water supplies by
entering into trade treaties, giving transnational corporations the right to
water supplies in many countries. Governments around the world must take
action to declare water a fundamental human right and fight efforts to
privatize, export, and sell for profit a substance essential to all life. The Chinese government wants to build the Three Gorges Dam on the
Yangtze River to make it easier to ship out products grown or assembled in
that area. This, the argument goes, would increase trade and raise
people’s standard of living, while the sale of hydroelectric power would
also add to China’s economic growth. But the down-side to this proposed
dam is the environmental damage it will create by flooding good farmland. As
well, almost two million people will be displaced, causing both ecological
and social problems. Currently, the Chinese government is trying to raise
capital on international markets to build Three Gorges. As an environmental issue, water is a bit like climate change. We
won’t believe things are as bad as critics say until we turn on our tap
and no water flows out. There’s lots of fresh water in the world, but
it’s not always accessible, and in areas where it is, it’s often being
polluted or used for agricultural irrigation. It’s predicted that, in
future, water, like money, will flow to the rich, leading to wars over
shared water resources. Our bodies are 70 percent water. Denied it, we would die within three
days. As individuals, and as a country, we should consider this every
day when we turn on the tap, take a shower, start the dishwasher, or use
the sprinkler for our lawn, because, down the road, these will be luxuries
for only the rich. There is no such thing as a free lunch, and for every
environmental gain there is an equal or greater environmental loss. Sheila Hunt
and her husband live in Tatamagounche
with their six children.
A New Beginning By
Lynda Ross, I’m
originally from Cumberland County, and I’m a newcomer to the very
beautiful community of Middle Stewiacke, Nova Scotia. My husband, four
girls, and I have been enjoying the new experiences and new friends this
community has to offer. When we were first looking to buy a home, I had in mind of something a
little closer to Truro. The real estate agent was a great help to us,
finding this home in Middle Stewiacke. The first time I saw it, I knew it
was the home for us. I think the reason I fell in love with this place was
the community it was in. When we bought the home, we didn’t know a person
here. That made the move a little exciting. My three oldest children had mixed feelings about moving, because they
were leaving behind all the friends at school they’ve grown up with. But
they adjusted very well, with ups and downs of course. It didn’t take very long for any of us to make new friends. This
community is so friendly, yet they keep to their own business. It’s nice
to know that they’re there for you if you need them. After a couple years in the community, my youngest daughter started
school. With that, I decided to go back to school to get my Grade Twelve.
This was a big step, considering I’d been out of the school system for
eighteen years. I considered my options. The first thing I looked into was
the GED. I took the course, but decided not to take the test, because I
wanted more. One day I came across a flyer about adult learning at the
Brookfield pharmacy. I called about it, and was accepted into the Level III
of the Colchester Adult Learning Association (CALA) program in Stewiacke. I
took this big step, with my family’s support, starting in October of 2002.
I was very nervous, of course, but I met two other ladies from nearby Upper
Stewiacke. One has been in the CALA program with me since I started, while
the other just started in March. The first lady and I are in the final
stages of Level III, and we both hope to go to Level IV this September.
We’ve become friends and help one another out as much as we can. I don’t
think I would have pushed myself as much if she weren’t there with me, or
without my family being so supportive. It seems the move to Middle Stewiacke has helped me put myself in gear
to better myself with an education, and to make new friends. It feels
so good to have accomplished so much. Now I have a career goal I really
want to work for. After I complete Level III, I will work on Level IV.
Then, I hope to take a Business Administration course at the Nova Scotia
Community College in Truro. I couldn’t have come this far without taking
that first step – moving to Middle Stewiacke. Lynda
Ross and her husband Arnold live in Middle Stewiacke and have four
daughters, Melissa, Krista, Kelsie, and Caitlyn.
Believe in Yourself
By Donna Hebb, I haven’t always believed in myself.
A long time ago, when my Dad was alive, he would always tell me I was tough
and to not be afraid of difficult tasks. He said I should never give up on
anything I try, never to quit on anything I was doing. I always try not to
quit on anything I set out to do, but I’ve been a single Mom for much
of the past 25 years, and I’ve been through a lot of bad things. Each
time something bad has happened, I’ve learned to be stronger and tougher. After
my Dad died in 1990, I began to try to live up to what he had been telling
me. When everything seemed to have gotten just about as bad as it could
get, I would fight even harder to make things better. In 2000, my youngest
child, now three years old, was born, and life was great. But then my
fiancé was in a truck accident and was left a quadriplegic. For eight
months, I spent most of my time in hospitals, trying to give him hope
that he was going to be okay. In November of 2000 we got married, but
from there things went downhill. We broke up in September of 2001, and
I was on my own again. I had to get a job to support my family. I went
from job to job to make money, sometimes working three jobs at a time.
Now, we’ve just gotten through the worst winter I can remember, but we
survived. No matter how bad some things get, you need to believe in yourself.
Then, you can get through whatever comes your way, whatever happens. South
Maitland resident Donna Hebb is a single mother of four children, two of
them still living at home.
For
My Family, and For Me
By Angela O'Connell,
Growing up in a small community on Québec’s North Shore, I never thought I’d be where I am today. I was born and raised in a fishing village of about 400-500 people, and the education system there wasn’t the greatest. At the age of sixteen I dropped out of school. There wasn’t a lot of help available for those of us who were “least likely to succeed,” so I just quit. At the time, I thought I had it all figured out. My attitude was, “Who needs an education to live in a fishing community?” Well, a couple of years went by, and I decided I no longer wanted to live in that community all my life. I wanted to see more and do more than that community had to offer. One summer when my aunt was visiting from Nova Scotia, she asked me if I’d like to come back with her. I decided overnight that I’d go. Leaving home was one of the hardest things I’ve done in my life — I must have cried most of the way here. But when I got to see all there was to see here, I was so excited. There was so much to experience. I’ve lived in Nova Scotia now for about fifteen years, and I’ve had a lot of both good and bad experiences. I’ll skip the bad and move on to the good. Meeting my husband has been one of the best things to happen to me. We met through a friend back in 1994, got married in 1996, and now have two beautiful children, a boy Lucas, and a girl Rachel. I thank God for them every day. My children have done more for my life than I ever thought possible. Lucas started school this year and he is already so smart. I’d always toyed with the idea of going back to school, but was always afraid. But when Lucas started school, I realized that he would eventually be asking me for help with his homework. What was I going to do if he came to me for help that I couldn’t give? One day, I went to retrieve my mail and got a newsletter where I saw a notice of a meeting for upgrading through the Colchester Adult Learning Association. I called the number listed in the notice and got more information. The woman I talked to was also upgrading her education, and she encouraged me to take that next step and make some more phone calls. I did, but was disappointed to find that all the classes had been filled, and I wouldn’t be able to start until the following fall. I kept thinking of upgrading my education as something to look forward
to. Then I got a call saying there might be room for me at a Level III
class in Stewiacke. I arranged to have myself assessed and off I went.
I was so nervous the morning of the assessment, because I didn’t know
what to expect. But after meeting the instructor I felt very comfortable,
because he made me feel very confident in myself. I felt I could really
do it. I was accepted into Level III that very day and was so very excited.
This opportunity for a second chance is one I’ll not give up. I feel so
good about myself and so proud that I’ve finally decided to better myself
— for my family, yes, but most of all, for me. Angela
O’Connell and her husband Kirk, along with Lucas and Rachel, live in Upper
Stewiacke.
Life Got Easier
By Agnes Burris, My husband Craig spent most of his
early life on a farm in Old Barns, Nova Scotia. It’s called Burris and
Sons Farm, and it once belonged to Craig’s aunt and uncle, who sold it to
their two sons. Craig was only ten years old when he moved to the farm after
his mother and father broke up. Growing up on the farm involved a lot
of work. They would get up at five o’clock in the morning to milk 45 head
of cattle with bucket-style milkers, and then carry the buckets to the
milk coolers. They had no barn cleaner when Craig first went to the farm,
so they had to use a shovel and wheelbarrow to clean all the cow manure
out. Back then, they still used horses for some crops and for bringing
in the hay. There was fenceing to do, fertilizer to put on the fields,
land to clear, grain to harvest, and lots more. By the late 1970s, there
had been a lot of improvements made on the farm. All the new equipment
made farming easier for Craig and his cousins. Making hay with the new
tractors was fun, and they got equipment for cleaning
manure out of the barn. Life got easier. Craig
and Agnes Burris now live in Great Village with their two young boys. The
farm is still run by Craig’s cousins, but Craig himself now works as a
carpenter. by Shirley Weir My husband Andy was in the military,
and in 1977 he was posted to Shearwater from Petawawa, Ontario. We moved
there with our two daughters, Dorothy, then aged seven, and Tina, aged four.
Both Andy’s family and mine are from New Glasgow, and we would often visit
them. The Trans-Canada is quite boring to travel all the time, so we often
took the scenic route that went through Musquodoboit Harbour, Middle
Musquodoboit, Upper Musquo-doboit, Dean, and then through Lansdowne to
Westville. Between
Dean and Landsdowne, there’s a bridge near a small place called Eastville.
A road by that bridge that takes you down to the water, and we often stopped
there and had picnics. The girls so looked forward to those picnics. One
time as we were going through Eastville, we noticed an old farmhouse that
was falling down, in bad need of repair. Andy said to me, “We could buy
that place and fix it up,” to which I replied, “You’ll not stick me
way out here in the middle of nowhere.” It
wasn’t long afterwards that someone bought that place and did a really
fine job of fixing it up. Up the road from that farmhouse, just on the bank
of the Stewiacke River, was a lovely farm we had always admired. In 1990, it
went up for sale, and we stopped and looked at it. We loved it, but at the
time couldn’t afford it, so we just looked. Over the next year, we often
passed it and talked about what it would be like to live there. The next
sum-mer it was still for sale, and we then figured we could just barely
manage to buy it. So we put a bid in on it. It was accepted, and we moved
in, but without the girls: by this time, Tina was seventeen and in college,
while Dorothy was twenty and working. We lived part of the week in Eastville
and part of it in Shearwater, because by now Andy was finished with the
military and was working as a firefighter at the Halifax Dockyards. We
eventually sold the Shearwater house to our daughter Dor-othy and her new
husband. Sadly,
in 1996, we sold the farm, because it became too much to keep up. But we
kept 27 acres by the river, bought a mini-home and put it near the riverbank That’s
how I came to live in the lovely community of Eastville. Shirley and her husband live along that riverbank with their dog, Patches. Shirley is attending school through CALA and plans to complete her Level III. She and Andy look brightly to the future. CCN thanks all
the adult learners who took part in this project with the Col-chester Adult
Learning Association. There were more contributions than we had space for,
and we will publish them in future issues of Coastal Communities News.
Tatamagouche
and Area Tatamagouche: "All the Joys of
Country Life" by Scott Milsom “Tatamagouche.” I keep that word in a special place. Way back in the
Dark Ages, when I was a lad of six or seven, we used butter in our
household, just as almost everyone else did. My Mom insisted on a brand
called “Tatamagouche Creamery Butter.” I was learning to read, and when
my eyes would fall on words I’d encounter in my everyday doings, I’d try
to say them out loud. For weeks, I remember that every time I went to the
fridge my eyes would take in “Tatamagouche Creamery Butter,” and I’d
get the last two words okay, but “Tatamagouche” stumped me for quite
some time. Finally, I managed to verbalize the word, and I asked my Mom,
“What’s a Tatamagouche?” This tale remains to this day as a family joke, and it was only years
later that I learned something of an answer to my question. The lovely
Colchester County community takes its name from a Mi’Kmaq word meaning
“meeting of the waters,” because it lies where the Waugh and French
rivers both empty into Northumberland Strait. And from the nineteenth
century, butter was produced in the community, first as a private
enterprise, and after 1968 by Scotsburn Co-op. Although butter hasn’t been
produced in Tatamagouche since 1992, Scotsburn still markets it under the
“Tatamagouche” name. As its name suggests, the Mi’Kmaq were familiar with the area, but the
first Europeans to arrive were Acadians farmers, who continued to supply
their produce to the Fortress at Louisbourg even after mainland Nova Scotia
fell into British hands in 1713. When the Expulsion came in 1755, the
Acadians around Tatamagouche were the first to be deported, and the village
was destroyed. About ten years
later, German and other Protestants from Lunenburg County came to settle in
the area, and they were joined soon after by an influx of Scottish
immigrants. In the nineteenth century, the community became a centre for not
just farming, but also lumbering, milling, and shipbuilding. I drop in to visit Tracy Kittilsen, Program Manager at “Open Doors,”
a Career and Community Resource Centre that has been operating on
Tatamagouche’s main drag for just over a year now. “We get our funding
from Human Resources Development Canada,” she tells me, “and also from
the North Shore Area Community Health Board. We teach people employability
skills, and counselling and also offer services to employers. We’re sort
of a one-stop centre for people looking for work and for people looking for
workers.” Tracy tells me that Tatamagouche (or “Tata,” as the locals call it)
has about 700 people living within the village, but that there are 10,000
people in the surrounding area who depend on the community for major
services. “There’s a Village Commission that sees to water and sewer for
the village itself,” she says. “And, there may not be butter being
churned in Tata anymore, but the community makes good use of the old
creamery building. There are lots of festivals and events there, including
indoor yard sales, and a farmers’ market on Saturdays from May to
December.” Winnie Forbes is President of the Women’s Institutes of Nova Scotia,
and she lives on Lake Road, about a mile and a half from Tatamagouche. “I
can only think of one or two disadvantages to living in this area,” she
says. “If you want to go to a movie, you have to go to Truro, and the
prices are a bit high at the little grocery store in Tata. But, there are so
many positives to living here: there is great medical and dental care
available, nursing and seniors’ homes, and friendly people – all the
joys of country life. Even at the grocery store where the prices tend to be
a bit high, the staff are terrific. They’ll bring in special products when
local people ask for them. I get most of my groceries there because I want
to support local businesses as much as possible.” Both Winnie, who is originally from Lunenburg County,
and her husband Eldon taught school in southwestern Nova Scotia,
where they met and were married. In the late 1970s, they moved back to the
Tatamagouche-area farm where Eldon was raised. Eldon continued to teach,
while Winnie stayed home to watch the family grow, and to help out with farm
chores. Today, Eldon is retired from teaching, but the couple work together
to keep the farm, a 40-head beef operation, going. They sell most of their
livestock at the cattle market near Truro, though they also do a smaller
amount of trade direct to consumers at the farm gate. “This is one of the most beautiful areas of the province,” Winnie
tells me. “It’s the warmest ocean water north of Virginia, and I used to
swim on the South Shore, so the water here is a real treat for me.” Tatamagouche has a very diversified economy that’s based on small,
independently operated businesses. According to Wayne Edgar, Executive
Director of Tatamagouche Centre, a residential and ecumenical learning
centre operated by the United Church of Canada just outside the village,
“There’s not any one major employer in the area. There are lots of
dairy, beef, and sheep farms around here, and there are maple, blueberry and
other agricultural operations. Some people fish or work in the woods. Others
find work in a salt mine or a pewter factory, both nearby in the Pugwash
area. And there’s a bank, hospital, high school, and a rink. Tatamagouche
is a service centre for a wide area.” Tatamagouche Centre, Wayne tells me, often serves as a meeting place for
community groups, and staff at the Centre sometimes get involved in local
issues, as happened not long ago when the province threatened to cut the
level of services at the village’s local hospital. The community banded
together, and the threat passed. Wayne tells me that people in Tatamagouche attend United, Presbyterian,
Roman Catholic, and other churches. As well, there is a Mennonite community
in the area, and a Buddhist retreat and meeting centre, Dorje Denma Ling. I track down Leroy Boese, a Mennonite living down the road from
Tatamagouche in the River John area. (The Mennonite church is a scant few
miles outside Tatamagouche, on the road toward River John.) “About twenty
years ago, the Mennonite community in Western Canada was looking to
establish a new community where we could meet our neighbours,” Leroy tells
me. “At the time, there were no Mennonite communities east of Ontario, and
there were farms available in this area. Mennonites tend to be farmers,
small business operators, tradespeople, and carpenters – we believe in
making an honest living from honest labour. I don’t think you’ll find
too many Mennonite lawyers.” Leroy, who works for an electrical and plumbing company in River John,
came here from Alberta in 1987. “We’ve received an excellent reception
in this area,” he says. “and by now this place feels like home.
Mennonites tend to be rural people, and, although I work off-farm, I also
run a sheep operation with my wife, Gwen. As much as we wish we could,
it’s not easy to make a living as a farmer without the benefit of other
work as well.” Sue Corning is Co-Director of Dorje Denma Ling, just outside
Tatamagouche in The Falls. “We’re celebrating our tenth anniversary this
year,” she tells me. “We serve as a retreat centre for the Shambala
Buddhist community. We haven’t reached out to the community as much as
we’d like to, but we do offer weekly meditation classes that some local
folks come to. Right now, we’re in the process of building a larger
residence using local workers, and we buy everything we can locally. On the
summer solstice in June, we’re going to have a family picnic for all the
people who have been working on the new residence. We hope in future to
reach out more to the local community.” I’d been told that people in the Tatamagouche area take their history
seriously, but, still, I was a bit surprised to learn that there are two
museums in the village itself as well as another just down the road at
Brule. “The Sunrise Trail Museum has exhibits on the early Mi’Kmaq and
Acadians,” Dale Swan, a retired teacher, tells me, “and it also features
artifacts from nineteenth-century agriculture and shipbuilding. The Anna
Swan Museum celebrates the life of nineteenth-century giantess and
Tatamagouche native Anna Swan, who was my great, great aunt. At the age of
sixteen, she joined P. T. Barnum’s American Museum in New York. She
eventually married Martin Van Burren, also known as ‘The Kentucky
Giant.’ Finally, at the Brule Fossil Centre, visitors can see footprints
and fossils from 290 million years ago. So, you could say that the
Tatamagouche area has a long history.” Wow, that is a long history. Even longer than my own, which
stretches way back to those early days with my nose in the fridge and my
tongue trying to wrap itself around “Tatamagouche.” So, “What’s a
Tatamagouche?” There’s no easy answer to that one. It’s a combination
of many things, and a combination of the efforts and talents of many people.
But one thing they all seem to share is a love for their community. To learn more about the Tatamagouche area, visit www.tata.ns.ca
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